An Answer
How do you feel?
How do you feel?
How does one answer such a thing….
If words could capture every tear
If words could capture every fear
“How do you feel?” they kept on asking
…no words came forth when I tried to speak………
It hurts, not like a paper cut or a bruise.
It hurts, not like a fall or when you lose.
It is as if a million thorns
went through your flesh. Leaving you torn.
It is as if, those open wounds…
had each ray from the hot sun burn through..
and as you scream, or plea, deny.
you cannot stop your silent cry.
It is as if someone took a drill
and you watched as it was injected in
your hot blood came bubbling and each cold tear rolled down
but you sat their motionless. In your blood you’d drown.
A numbness overcame your stillness
you watched yourself deteriorate.
You’d try to laugh, to smile, to speak.
But all that would comeout was a helpless weep.
A gray dullness set in place
you became enveloped in this state.
This tragic beauty that you fend
is a broken heart that has yet to mend..
A friend who’s always been there
OPI BOND GIRLS
I bedazzled my iPhone !
Kids React To Valentines Day
This is adorable.
This was originally posted February 26, 2010.
I deal with suicidal, unipolar depression and I take medication daily to treat it. Over the past seven years, I’ve had two episodes that were severe and during which I thought almost exclusively of suicide. I did not eat much and lost weight during…
Toronto
And on today’s agenda NYC fashion week coverage … So many press releases
Being a perfectionist sucks. The minute I don’t amount to my expectation I go into a pit of depression.
A night out with the best friend
Maple Leafs game
